4 Letter Word

The most beautiful 4 letter word, the strongest 4 letter word.

You said early on, you said carelessly.

You said it in the morning, you said it in the afternoon and you’d have it on repeat during the night.

No idea what it meant, still no idea what it means.

Got it confused with the other 4 letter word. 
Well, fuck me. I thought you knew the difference.

I looked for that 4 letter word in all the wrong places and so it should be no surprise that it found me in all the wrong places.

Wanted that 4 letter word so badly that I took whatever 4 letter word came out of your mouth. 
No name brand Coca-Cola is better than nothing, I thought. 
Should have stuck to water. 

That 4 letter word doesn’t live with you.

That 4 letter word is not in your arms.

It’s not in your kiss.

The most beautiful 4 letter word, the most strongest 4 letter word.